OMG!

Its almost my birthday!! just excited to get ballons;) haahah

That Girl

I’m one of them girls who think about what people thinks about her. Who always listen to what people have to say and followed the rules and usually never argues back. Believe it or not I was raised into one of them religious family, Buddhism. I was raised to be so kind, respectful, sweet etc. my mom is Cambodian and Thai and my dad is Cambodian and Chinese which makes me who I am today. My father past away when I was nine years old, and I was scared to death. I started to become one of them "bad girls" you can say. After my dad past away I never listen to anyone else, not even my mom. Even when I knew it was wrong, I didn’t care at the moment at all. I started ditching school in sixth grade and then always lied to my mom. Every time my teachers called or send letters I was always the one deleting the voicemails or throwing away the letters before she get to them. I have changed since then and i`m glad I did and I’m still “daddy’s girl”. I have five brothers and two sisters. I was always close to my brother; Vasna he’s now 19 years old and I don’t see him often anymore. I miss my family dearly, and sometimes wish things were back to normal. I was the baby in the family and always got picked on, but I didn’t mind that much. I was the one in the family who always had to cook and clean after my brothers and sisters. If I can ever go back I wouldn’t really have the guts too because I wouldn’t want to missed the people here also that I call family who I met here in the system. I’m kind of happy I met them and don’t really regret what happened to me that brought me here today. Today I realized how much I grown up to be and proud of who I am and how I am. Never thought I could’ve matured and still standing strong today and still looking towards the future. If my dad is reading this, I hope he knows how much I miss him and love him dearly.